So life has been interesting. Nothing like I thought it would be, but everyday is good. I still have no idea what I want to do with my life, and I still have no idea what to do about grad school, but I do know I’ll be ok. I do know that everyday I’ve been in Tulsa has been a blessing, and everyday I’ve gotten to spend with my family and sweet friends has been wonderful. I have found I like Tulsa a whole lot more than I ever thought I would, and I’ve been so lucky to be surrounded by such wonderful people.
Eventually (and soon) I have to go back to North Carolina and make the grad school decision, but until then I have many things here that are keeping me busy. My mom and I are attempting to start a project that has long been on her heart, and I’m really excited to help her with it. We are also going to spend some time with Dr. Allbright in Houston working with him and learning from him. That will happen towards the end of June, and can’t get here fast enough!
Right now I’m in Oxford, MS with the family checking out Ole Miss where my brother Brian will play football next year. I’m so excited for him and this opportunity. You cannot imagine how God has gone ahead of him and worked everything out. It’s all coming together and I can’t wait to see what happens next! We are headed back to Tulsa tomorrow and gearing up for a busy week. It’s so easy for me to get discouraged as I watch life fly by and I’m just not sure where I should be, but I’m trying to just stop and relax and do the work in front of me each day. To really enjoy the blessing and provision that God provides each day. Waiting is difficult, but I’m trying. Sometimes I feel like I’m loosing my mind, but in the end all is well. I have absolutely no idea where all of this is going, and I cannot believe it’s been a year since I graduated college (I had it all figured out back then haha…). Some days it’s exciting and some days it’s daunting and I’d rather hide under the covers, but quite frankly it would be silly for me not to enjoy this time I have been given, so that’s what I’m trying to do daily (even though it’s difficult).